The end

There he was, looking as gorgeous as ever 

Just one look gave me a shiver 

He came close, looked into my eyes

And asked 'where to?', I replied 'to the skies'

Unbelievable it was, he was throne 

At least that is what I had thought 

A while passed, though it had been a nice run 

I wasn't ready for the end, I was just not 

But still it happened against my will

The strength I had to fight was nil 

All hope had left my sight 

I picked up the knife shivering in freight 

Sliced a bit, let blood pass through 

Slowly I lost consciousness too 

And that is how the story finally ends 

Not with enemies neither with friends 

Started, now will end soon

It started with a little scratch 

Ended up as big red patch 

I bled day and night 

Never thought I would see this sight 

But now I wonder how to remove it 

How did this depression hit 

These suicidal thoughts that flow my way 

How do I put them aside, far away 

He was the one to always take care 

But now it's my turn, life isn't fair 

He left and I have reached this state 

Up until now it was everything but hate 

But now hate is in me, not for him 

But just for me, for all of my whim 

How did I reach this place in life 

How did I end up in this strife

The answers are not known to me 

All I know is that hate consumes me 

And the end it very near 

No more with a cover that is sheer