tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34010610396983647592024-03-19T04:11:17.609-07:00abundant feelingsAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.comBlogger34125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-57760884501197725702014-03-03T16:11:00.001-08:002014-03-03T16:11:08.196-08:00A showAnother sleepless night <div>Another one with blood's sight </div><div>Why can't you just get it right? </div><div>Hang the rope, tie the knot, tight </div><div><br></div><div>It'll be over soon </div><div>You'll be a star, by the moon </div><div>After all, you'll get a boon </div><div>You'll pass away, this noon </div><div><br></div><div>No big deal, it's very easy </div><div>Not to do it would be crazy </div><div>When you're hanging, it'll be hazy </div><div>But it's ok, do it, don't be lazy </div><div><br></div><div>Don't you worry, all will be good here </div><div>No person would shed a single tear </div><div>Time would pass by, maybe a year </div><div>Everything would be crystal clear </div><div><br></div><div>They don't care, you'll finally know </div><div>It was all just a damn show </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-89812116568884493042014-01-30T09:58:00.001-08:002014-02-02T05:56:46.012-08:00Now she regrets<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<i>How could She have lost herself </i></div>
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<i>Not this way, it was never to have happened</i></div>
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<i>He wanted to keep her to himself </i></div>
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<i>Safe and sound not to be saddened </i></div>
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<i>She didn't want to stay locked </i></div>
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<i>She left him she left home </i></div>
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<i>He stood simply shocked </i></div>
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<i>It was too late to hide under the dome </i><br />
<i>he had stopped caring now</i></div>
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<i>Earthquake had arrived, she was shaken </i></div>
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<i>She was falling apart and finally breaking </i></div>
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<i>Now what was she to do </i></div>
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<i>She just lay there turning blue </i></div>
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<i>Her breath had stopped completely </i></div>
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<i>Her soul now moved around freely </i></div>
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<i>But was this really happening?</i></div>
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<i>She was just a lover, now dead </i></div>
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<i>She had dreamt of this all this while </i></div>
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<i>Then when she left why did she regret </i></div>
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<i>The people who didn't care started caring </i></div>
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<i>The ones without memories started sharing </i></div>
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<i>She regret what she had done, but too late </i></div>
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<i>The life she was living wasn't great </i></div>
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<i>But now it was over, even though he started to care </i></div>
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<i>It was all over just coz she couldn't bare </i></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-64764500006376313012013-12-12T22:03:00.001-08:002013-12-12T22:03:21.280-08:00The endThere he was, looking as gorgeous as ever <div>Just one look gave me a shiver </div><div>He came close, looked into my eyes</div><div>And asked 'where to?', I replied 'to the skies'</div><div>Unbelievable it was, he was throne </div><div>At least that is what I had thought </div><div>A while passed, though it had been a nice run </div><div>I wasn't ready for the end, I was just not </div><div>But still it happened against my will</div><div>The strength I had to fight was nil </div><div>All hope had left my sight </div><div>I picked up the knife shivering in freight </div><div>Sliced a bit, let blood pass through </div><div>Slowly I lost consciousness too </div><div>And that is how the story finally ends </div><div>Not with enemies neither with friends </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-20224432822341207462013-12-02T22:42:00.001-08:002013-12-02T22:42:53.052-08:00Started, now will end soon<div>It started with a little scratch </div><div>Ended up as big red patch </div><div>I bled day and night </div><div>Never thought I would see this sight </div><div>But now I wonder how to remove it </div><div>How did this depression hit </div><div>These suicidal thoughts that flow my way </div><div>How do I put them aside, far away </div><div>He was the one to always take care </div><div>But now it's my turn, life isn't fair </div><div>He left and I have reached this state </div><div>Up until now it was everything but hate </div><div>But now hate is in me, not for him </div><div>But just for me, for all of my whim </div><div>How did I reach this place in life </div><div>How did I end up in this strife</div><div>The answers are not known to me </div><div>All I know is that hate consumes me </div><div>And the end it very near </div><div>No more with a cover that is sheer </div><div><br></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-25810371012007213702013-11-30T22:55:00.001-08:002013-11-30T22:55:40.147-08:00December dream<div><i>Someday I will realise what it was </i></div><div><i>Someday you will know your loss </i></div><div><i>I don't know what we were </i></div><div><i>But I loved you, I swear </i></div><div><i>I'm hurting I know, doesn't matter </i></div><div><i>I still hear your name and shatter </i></div><div><i>But do you care? Would you ever?</i></div><div><i>Would you ever smile at me? Never </i></div><div><i>I die daily just thinking about you </i></div><div><i>But you are happy there without a clue </i></div><div><i>Someday will come, at least I hope</i></div><div><i>When you will know why I broke </i></div><div><i>I wish for you to know I love you </i></div><div><i>Yes that's my December dream, you </i></div><div><i>Just that you know what you're worth </i></div><div><i>What you've meant to me since our birth </i></div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjTNCftEip0Kj-XRs0vI9ipIQIIHV7luFBsb5JizyoN2m-2DYdZ2BPAZb1JQhtfwYI31S22fPEhooNgc5TMB7gHJaHrDzzEqXpYFxpq82QC8oEleNAUYw87Vv4rSLtJ2_w1_MLzQLU13IU/s640/blogger-image-559318389.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjTNCftEip0Kj-XRs0vI9ipIQIIHV7luFBsb5JizyoN2m-2DYdZ2BPAZb1JQhtfwYI31S22fPEhooNgc5TMB7gHJaHrDzzEqXpYFxpq82QC8oEleNAUYw87Vv4rSLtJ2_w1_MLzQLU13IU/s640/blogger-image-559318389.jpg"></a></div><br></div><br></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-7720636202749621112013-11-13T20:14:00.001-08:002013-11-13T20:14:47.837-08:00Joyous tears<div>Does such a thing happen?</div><div>I never believed so</div><div>Now my cheeks have dampened </div><div>And I have that glow </div><div>As tears of joy stride down </div><div>I wonder how this happening took place </div><div>I laugh while crying like a clown </div><div>This is what you've done, given grace </div><div>I didn't know one could cry and smile</div><div>I cry because I'm fragile </div><div>This is my first time with a grin </div><div>It's all because you talked to me </div><div>I've a hard exterior but I'm sensitive within </div><div>By means of the simple words I've got glee </div><div>What have you done to me? </div><div>I cried for happiness, it isn't like me </div><div>You've made me crazy</div><div>My heart beats faster when I think of you </div><div>I start to get weak in the knees</div><div>The memories of you and me gush in </div><div>The world starts to get hazy </div><div>I've lost the means to get your love </div><div>But the fact that you just speak </div><div>Or maybe just write to me,</div><div>It sets me on a flight to cloud nine </div><div>It makes me shine </div><div><br></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-75401702984152065142013-11-12T21:55:00.001-08:002013-11-12T21:56:44.282-08:00The dream catcher<div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">The sad dreams, the scary nightmares </span></div><div>They came one after the other in layers </div><div>Scared and unhappy I stayed for years and years </div><div>Thought that I will just get used to the tears </div><div>But that wasn't god's plan for me </div><div>God had sent a dreamcatcher, it was he </div><div>He came, he conquered all of my heart and soul </div><div>He filled up that empty hole </div><div>Somehow he managed to stop the dreams </div><div>No more did the tears shed to extremes </div><div>He made happiness engulf me,</div><div>Made me fall in love with he </div><div>But that wasn't god's plan as well </div><div>I was all over again made to dwell </div><div>This time I knew, dreamcatchers won't help </div><div>Because this time it was the dreamcatcher's fault itself </div><div><br></div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYBBokTlPY1u65afw8E0tv5oZD_GLhsfZ1N7p2W8Rhh9OWgRrHCJRMFzKEgkF6x1NRYG3op12y8buuFUJzx0PiZC66R5v_Gg92YZEx3qi-9qq-EN51edXNKS83STg0SqzGUvNo7rXWdvw/s640/blogger-image--1345362351.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYBBokTlPY1u65afw8E0tv5oZD_GLhsfZ1N7p2W8Rhh9OWgRrHCJRMFzKEgkF6x1NRYG3op12y8buuFUJzx0PiZC66R5v_Gg92YZEx3qi-9qq-EN51edXNKS83STg0SqzGUvNo7rXWdvw/s640/blogger-image--1345362351.jpg"></a></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-10640725308615573692013-11-11T11:03:00.001-08:002013-11-11T11:03:18.056-08:00No four leaved clover<div>Love faith hope trust peace </div><div>Words that are just a tease </div><div>You think, think and then over think </div><div>It's not worth as it fades away in a blink </div><div>We were meant to be forever </div><div>But we parted, thought that would happen never </div><div>How I still don't know </div><div>But you've got it stuck in me, the show </div><div>It's on replay in my mind </div><div>You were my best find </div><div>You are stuck inside </div><div>From you, how am I to hide? </div><div>It hurts so much, hope is what has me alive </div><div>But how could I be so naive? </div><div>Hope is just a word, it's false </div><div>It's something one dreams that will solve the brawls </div><div>It isn't that easy, you've got to trust </div><div>What did I just say? That's not just </div><div>Trust is a lie, no such thing </div><div>You have trust? You'll be crying </div><div>Why do this to yourself </div><div>Get yourself down from the shelf </div><div>You aren't for show.</div><div>You deserve to know </div><div>You are hated in this world </div><div>In the blanket, stay curled </div><div>You have to hear more dear </div><div>There is a lot for you to fear </div><div>It's time for death to take over </div><div>There is no such thing as a four leaved clover</div><div><br></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-4005132349718084192013-11-08T04:51:00.001-08:002013-11-08T04:51:59.239-08:00Someday, dead<div><i>Someday soon you will find the darkness you require </i></div><div><i>Someday soon you will reach a level from where you can't go any higher </i></div><div><i>You will soon see the end of your life</i></div><div><i>That day you'd be lying on the floor with a knife </i></div><div><i>There'd be a pool of blood,you'd lay in that </i></div><div><i>No one would care,no one would ask where you at </i></div><div><i>It would be a joyous day, everyone would be smiling.</i></div><div><i>They wouldn't care if you're dead or alive, there will be a little fake crying.</i></div><div><i>You know that you're just a huge burden </i></div><div><i>You're no more than an acquaintance hon.</i></div><div><i>The sooner you die the better it would be for the world </i></div><div><i>Just go already, just go now,don't wait... You'll ruin something else</i></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-30838985597390013122013-10-16T02:18:00.001-07:002013-10-16T02:18:03.341-07:00I miss him<div>So far away I stand</div><div>Amidst no enemy no friend </div><div>Alone I am, I know it well,</div><div>Feeling lonely and dwell </div><div>Gloom is what surrounds me </div><div>Still on my mind is only he</div><div>So many problems I ignore </div><div>But thoughts of him start a war </div><div>I can't get through this </div><div>It's him I miss </div><div>It's torture for me now </div><div>Getting past him is possible how </div><div>I feel as if I have reached the end </div><div>There is nothing I can mend</div><div>Maybe it is actually over </div><div>Yet I think maybe that can happen never </div><div><br></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-67248027876560497542013-09-27T02:07:00.001-07:002013-09-27T02:07:33.293-07:00Stood strong for a little too long<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.09375); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); ">Stood strong for a long time <div>But now with gloom I again climb</div><div>Have to start from the beginning </div><div>Without falling or even trembling </div><div>I relapsed, it happened again </div><div>How could I let the blood drain?</div><div>It just happened, how I don't know </div><div>In the dark the blade just glow </div><div>Seeing it, felt so inviting </div><div>The urge is what I kept fighting </div><div>Finally I had to give in </div><div>I finally, again had committed a sin</div><div>As the blood gushed out of my skin</div><div>I felt that he had had his win </div><div>But still after this loss, again</div><div>I go back trying to regain </div><div>Regain what I lost long ago </div><div>Regain what might make me low </div><div>I reminisce those times, still </div><div>I feel it all that I had felt with thrill </div><div>I relapsed and now I have to start </div><div>Start again this time without breaking my heart</div></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-56552632012974582692013-09-26T07:46:00.003-07:002013-09-26T07:48:56.449-07:00Proud<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.09375); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">She is proud of herself <span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); ">She can't tell you why </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">You will judge, not because she is shy <br></span></div><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">It's been a while since she held a blade</span></div></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">It's been a while since she has seen the blood red shade</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">She is proud, she has the right to be </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">She smiles now, but still she isn't free</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">She isn't free from the thoughts that haunt her </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">She isn't free from the tears that taunt her </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">She is proud, yes she finally is </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">But still inside confused and overwhelmed she is </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">She could just keep smiling and pretending </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">But that's like rules are bending </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">It is not nice to fake for so long </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">It's those thoughts that make it all so wrong </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">The thoughts that she can't get out of her head </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">The thoughts with which she goes to bed </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">She is alright on the outside </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">But inside she is just finding a place to hide </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">She is proud, she has every right to be </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); ">But even today she isn't free</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); "><br></span></div></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-84340052613181628192013-09-26T07:46:00.001-07:002013-09-26T07:49:39.661-07:00Real beauty<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.09375); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">Looking at herself in the mirror with a smile <div>She poses and passes away a while </div><div>Then it starts Her smile slowly fades away</div><div>As each peace of article is thrown away</div><div>As she strips down she starts feeling bad</div><div>Looking at her body, she starts to feel sad</div><div>She sees the scars, sees the fat</div><div>She thinks if she could cover her face with a hat </div><div>She is embarrassed, yes she is </div><div>She is suicidal but still wants to be his </div><div>She knows she isn't worth anything to him </div><div>She still wants to cater to all of his whim </div><div>She is a tough girl we all should know </div><div>Its just taking time for her to grow </div><div>It'll take time but soon she'll realize </div><div>That the real beauty lies inside</div><div><br></div></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-85134582048051066142013-09-24T10:38:00.000-07:002013-09-24T10:38:27.094-07:00and she was lost<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
He left her there<br />
taking her dreams<br />
her hopes and aspirations<br />
i know that was mean<br />
<br />
she did not say a thing<br />
she was too shocked for that<br />
her heart couldnt even stop him<br />
coz it was still suffering<br />
<br />
where did it go wrong<br />
what did she do<br />
why did he leave her in the middle of nowhere<br />
was her sin so strong<br />
<br />
she gave it all she could<br />
her mind,her body,her heart,her soul<br />
she practically wrote her life to him<br />
and hence now alone she stood<br />
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also she bears it all alone<br />
the pain and the torture of being left<br />
now that he is not with her anymore<br />
one cannot find the traces of happiness in her tone<br />
<br />
her laughter that flowed like a river<br />
whose presence was enough to fill up the room<br />
now squats in a corner as an anonymous identity<br />
and is startled by a sudden shiver<br />
<br />
the bold,the beautiful,the hale,the hearty<br />
the words fail to relate to her anymore<br />
gloom,despair and endless doom<br />
she has lost all the faith in any pact or treaty<br />
<br />
she is now as good as a ghost<br />
as she is now described as the shadow of the man<br />
coz her soul taken away by a storm<br />
and it was the aftermath of the tempest,that she was lost</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-89295033015785152292013-09-24T10:33:00.002-07:002013-09-24T10:35:22.092-07:00message to you<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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True you lost out on your dream guy</div>
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But have you ever wondered</div>
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If he was worth more than the smile on your face</div>
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Or if he was worth more than the happiness you would feel</div>
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When you were just being you……..</div>
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True he made you feel as if</div>
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You were on seventh heaven when with him</div>
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He made the world a beautiful place for you</div>
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But why do you ignore the fact </div>
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That the world that he made beautiful</div>
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Was visible to you and as ever beautiful</div>
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Before he came to your life</div>
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The reason it didn’t seem beautiful</div>
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Was you were simply too ignorant to realize it…..</div>
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True he made you realize yourself</div>
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He made you to believe in you</div>
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With him you knew you existed</div>
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But that also means your persona has existed since before</div>
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He was just the medium to bring it to light…..</div>
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I don’t say that he wasn’t important to you</div>
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What I say that you are important to yourself</div>
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I don’t hate you for being mad for him</div>
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What I wanna remind you is your madness about yourself</div>
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I truly love you for what you were</div>
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And hence want you to find yourself all over again</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-17372471903122881162013-09-14T12:08:00.002-07:002013-09-14T12:08:28.737-07:00had to go<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">In this misery I've learnt to subside </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">Not having you by my side</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">It has taught me quite a bit</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">Even if you were the perfect fit</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">You had to go, you had to give pain</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">You had to make me feel disdain</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">You have left me here in sorrow</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">Now my heart feels hollow</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">How much are you going to make me suffer</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">I hope when this is over I am tougher</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">I know I am forlorn</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">I know I am forever torn</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">But still I hope I am stitched up soon</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">And life again starts to feel like a boon</span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-74595165724884217712013-09-14T12:06:00.003-07:002013-09-14T12:06:50.498-07:00forever kind of love<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">You, my forever kind of love</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">Everything comes later, you're above</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">You're the one I trust without doubt</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">Only one I truly care about</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">You've given me so many miraculous times</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">Why am I supposed to end them with sad rhymes</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">Is it necessary for me to feel this misery</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">I try not to, but I feel really paltry</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">Despondent is how I feel daily</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">You've left me in a state of melancholy </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">You say I can change it all</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">But its tough, I try and get up but then I fall</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">It keeps happening over and over again</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">I wanna stop, how do I refrain? </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">You could have done a lot, changed it all</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">I wouldn't have had to do the crawl</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">Its important now, just please understand</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">The gesture I need doesn't have to be grand</span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-56067088566446234292013-09-14T12:06:00.000-07:002013-09-14T12:07:30.775-07:00 don't go away<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">Don't go away</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">There may be no point </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">But don't just sway</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">Our souls are joint </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">Its not only me</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">Its not only you </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">I can't set you free</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">Coz its us two</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">Don't go away</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">My heart will stop</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">Don't just sway</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">You will make me drop</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">Why is this happening</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">You are going so fast</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">My cheeks are dampening</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">This was meant to last</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">Don't go away</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">I beg you now, please</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">Don't just sway</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">I'll keep you at ease</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">I need you here with me</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">I need to keep you happy</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">I'm on my knee</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">You are making me sappy</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">Don't go away</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">Don't just sway</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">I beg you to stay</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">For me you're the sun's ray </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">Nothing can happen </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: start;">Not without you </span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-34158331745545272552013-09-14T00:35:00.001-07:002013-09-14T12:08:05.347-07:00crushed me<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Is there any reason I'm still stuck on you?
Why am I here, this without any clue
You've changed me completely
You've made me fall drastically
I fell, you caught me mid way
But after a while on the ground I lay
I was crushed, is there anymore to it?
I gave you my heart and you stomped on it
Is there anything else for you to say?
Explanations to that heartbeat in May?
You proved to me that love doesn't last
You proved it that what matters is the past
You said you'd never let me go
And I just went along the amazing flow
I shouldn't have done what I did
But you forgave me, you put a lid
Then what sense does it make to leave like this
How can you just stop loving, how can you diss
No more does this world make sense
You made tears fall that are so dense
If you wanted to crush me, should've told me
I wouldn't have been with you so closely
But now its too late, you've done the harm
You have broken in and set off the alarm
Though my heart still beats for you
It wants to hate you too
You can't mend what is done now
But start loving me again somehow?</span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-50445303141769053972013-09-12T10:52:00.000-07:002013-09-12T10:58:54.642-07:00promises<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="text-align: left;">Promises, they are meant to be broken
After that, its not meant to be spoken
All promises break, then they hurt
this makes the system to stop being alert
Every promise you made, you broke
You disappeared in the end like smoke
You did it all even after begging me not to
You made me believe its just us two
You said its a forever kind of thing
little did I know you meant its a fling
The words you spoke, they swooped me
You said "the one I love is she"
You didn't mean it, you should've told me
Before you left, went across the sea
You told me not to ever give up
I obeyed like a little pup
I shouldn't have, now I know
For you it was an entertaining show
You broke them, every single one
And then you said "I'm over you hon"
I don't understand how you did it
Amazing acting, I have to admit.
Now I am stuck here, for maybe ever
In this world where I'm not so clever
I don't understand anything, this place was ours
How do I stay here alone under the stars?
How do you expect me to understand the lies
How do you expect me to stop the cries</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent;">She is emotional, she's born that way </span></div>
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When she fell for him, he knew </div>
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He knew it was hard but the love grew </div>
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It grew to such an extent that she went crazy </div>
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And when he left all she felt was hazy </div>
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She was completely shattered </div>
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Nothing to her mattered </div>
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She didn't feel pain so she did it </div>
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She abused herself and didn't quit it</div>
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She bled and bled but no pain came along </div>
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It only came when came that one sad song </div>
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She was completely shattered </div>
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Nothing to her mattered </div>
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She let herself loose </div>
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Let herself choose </div>
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She started choosing bad </div>
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Her life was just too sad </div>
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Fake acts till sun down </div>
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Then she wore the sadness crown </div>
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She was completely shattered </div>
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Nothing to her mattered </div>
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She lost all hope, she thought of letting go </div>
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It just happens that life doesn't go with the flow </div>
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She tried hard, just so very hard </div>
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But for others her heart was barred </div>
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No one could enter her messed up head</div>
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No one knew to which direction she led </div>
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She was completely shattered </div>
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Nothing to her mattered </div>
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she wanted to blame someone </div>
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Except the one responsible, anyone </div>
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She couldn't do it anymore now </div>
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She just took a breathe and then a bow </div>
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She made her decision to sleep forever </div>
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So that the one she loves would be bothered never </div>
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It was meant to be over right then </div>
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But life took away the pen </div>
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She couldn't write her own story </div>
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Fate wouldn't allow her to get glory </div>
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She wanted to stop it all but couldn't </div>
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She could've died but she wouldn't </div>
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She couldn't let him feel guilty for life </div>
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She'd rather put down that knife </div>
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She suffered and put up another act </div>
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She was still broken, that's a fact </div>
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She lives now, yet she dies daily </div>
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She lives now but just so frailly</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-35883791903056857472013-09-08T09:48:00.002-07:002013-09-12T10:57:30.407-07:00ready to change<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px; white-space: pre-wrap;"> Its time for the last good bye
There is time before I stop the cry
It hurts to see you leave this way
I can only wait night and day
You go now, you go forever
All I can feel is this weird tremor
Why did it have to happen like this?
Why couldn't you give a good bye kiss?
Is it necessary for you to leave me alone?
Do you have to make me feel thrown?
I ask you this one last time,
Giving a second chance wouldn't be a crime
I promise I wouldn't let you regret it
I don't want to feel down in a pit
I've learnt from my past mistakes
I know a lot of time it takes
But I know I am ready right now
If you coming back is possible anyhow
I will make it perfect this time
No more will there be a sad rhyme
I would cherish life, I would cherish you
I would be, for you, completely new
give me this last chance, I beg now
I'm sitting on my knees after taking a bow
I ask you now, I ask you at last
Will you be with me and forget the past?</span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-74520007562260738262013-09-08T09:40:00.001-07:002013-09-08T09:40:04.579-07:00I hate him<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: '.Helvetica NeueUI'; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.09375); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; ">I hate him, I hate him so much <div>I hate how I feel because of his touch</div><div>I hate how he talks</div><div>I hate the way he walks</div><div>I hate how he makes me smile </div><div>I hate how he makes me wanna travel miles </div><div>I hate how he looks so amazing </div><div>I hate how he increases my craving </div><div>I hate it when he is sweet </div><div>I hate it when he offers me a seat</div><div>I hate it how he is always so calm</div><div>I hate how he stops me from self harm </div><div>I hate him so much, I hate all of him</div><div>I hate how he used to cater to all my whim </div><div>I hate him, there is nothing more to it</div><div>Then why does he make me happy every little bit?</div></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-29034102767075010542013-08-30T10:55:00.001-07:002013-08-30T10:55:50.577-07:00You will understand<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.09375); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); ">There is hope, always is <div>It is something that guides you to bliss</div><div>Be patient life takes a turn </div><div>It takes time but that's so that you can learn </div><div>You will understand how things are </div><div>You will understand that your goal isn't that far </div><div>It takes time but it happens in the end </div><div>You will find love you won't have to pretend </div><div>You will have that smile you long for </div><div>No more will you have to get ready for war </div><div>You will feel what you once felt </div><div>It'll be all something with which you have dealt </div><div>Life is a cycle it keeps repeating </div><div>It is something worth creating </div><div>Trying a bit, a few extra experiments </div><div>Then you can have a life worth compliments </div><div><br></div></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3401061039698364759.post-89425080258666802922013-08-30T10:54:00.001-07:002013-08-30T10:54:28.553-07:00This world<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: '.Helvetica NeueUI'; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.09375); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); ">If only harming myself were that easy <div>I realize that I fell in love deep and crazy </div><div>But now it's over so why not just do it ?</div><div>Because when they see the cuts they throw a fit </div><div>They care yet they don't, it's a show </div><div>It's different when my face has a glow </div><div>When I'm happy they ask "why did you let it go?"</div><div>When im sad they tell me not to feel low </div><div>This world we live in is mad </div><div>This world we live in tends to make life sad </div><div>If only crying myself to sleep were that easy </div><div>I realize that family that doesn't care is crazy </div><div>But when they scream and shout the care goes </div><div>Those time I've to be on my toes </div><div>The times I try to smile from the heart </div><div>I am told that it's no longer supposed to be a part </div><div>When I try and enjoy, when I try and forget </div><div>Other things are reminded so that tears can be shed </div><div>This world we live in is mad </div><div>This world we live in tends to make life sad </div><div>Just so very sad </div></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14555612487757406983noreply@blogger.com0