You will understand

There is hope, always is 

It is something that guides you to bliss

Be patient life takes a turn 

It takes time but that's so that you can learn 

You will understand how things are 

You will understand that your goal isn't that far 

It takes time but it happens in the end 

You will find love you won't have to pretend 

You will have that smile you long for 

No more will you have to get ready for war 

You will feel what you once felt 

It'll be all something with which you have dealt 

Life is a cycle it keeps repeating 

It is something worth creating 

Trying a bit, a few extra experiments 

Then you can have a life worth compliments 

This world

If only harming myself were that easy 

I realize that I fell in love deep and crazy 

But now it's over so why not just do it ?

Because when they see the cuts they throw a fit 

They care yet they don't, it's a show 

It's different when my face has a glow 

When I'm happy they ask "why did you let it go?"

When im sad they tell me not to feel low 

This world we live in is mad 

This world we live in tends to make life sad 

If only crying myself to sleep were that easy 

I realize that family that doesn't care is crazy 

But when they scream and shout the care goes 

Those time I've to be on my toes 

The times I try to smile from the heart 

I am told that it's no longer supposed to be a part 

When I try and enjoy, when I try and forget 

Other things are reminded so that tears can be shed 

This world we live in is mad 

This world we live in tends to make life sad 

Just so very sad