Saturday 30 November 2013

December dream

Someday I will realise what it was 
Someday you will know your loss 
I don't know what we were 
But I loved you, I swear 
I'm hurting I know, doesn't matter 
I still hear your name and shatter 
But do you care? Would you ever?
Would you ever smile at me? Never 
I die daily just thinking about you 
But you are happy there without a clue 
Someday will come, at least I hope
When you will know why I broke 
I wish for you to know I love you 
Yes that's my December dream, you 
Just that you know what you're worth 
What you've meant to me since our birth 


Wednesday 13 November 2013

Joyous tears

Does such a thing happen?
I never believed so
Now my cheeks have dampened 
And I have that glow 
As tears of joy stride down 
I wonder how this happening took place 
I laugh while crying like a clown 
This is what you've done, given grace 
I didn't know one could cry and smile
I cry because I'm fragile 
This is my first time with a grin 
It's all because you talked to me 
I've a hard exterior but I'm sensitive within 
By means of the simple words I've got glee 
What have you done to me? 
I cried for happiness, it isn't like me 
You've made me crazy
My heart beats faster when I think of you 
I start to get weak in the knees
The memories of you and me gush in 
The world starts to get hazy 
I've lost the means to get your love 
But the fact that you just speak 
Or maybe just write to me,
It sets me on a flight to cloud nine 
It makes me shine 

Tuesday 12 November 2013

The dream catcher

The sad dreams, the scary nightmares 
They came one after the other in layers 
Scared and unhappy I stayed for years and years 
Thought that I will just get used to the tears 
But that wasn't god's plan for me 
God had sent a dreamcatcher, it was he 
He came, he conquered all of my heart and soul 
He filled up that empty hole 
Somehow he managed to stop the dreams 
No more did the tears shed to extremes 
He made happiness engulf me,
Made me fall in love with he 
But that wasn't god's plan as well 
I was all over again made to dwell 
This time I knew, dreamcatchers won't help 
Because this time it was the dreamcatcher's fault itself 


Monday 11 November 2013

No four leaved clover

Love faith hope trust peace 
Words that are just a tease 
You think, think and then over think 
It's not worth as it fades away in a blink 
We were meant to be forever 
But we parted, thought that would happen never 
How I still don't know 
But you've got it stuck in me, the show 
It's on replay in my mind 
You were my best find 
You are stuck inside 
From you, how am I to hide? 
It hurts so much, hope is what has me alive 
But how could I be so naive? 
Hope is just a word, it's false 
It's something one dreams that will solve the brawls 
It isn't that easy, you've got to trust 
What did I just say? That's not just 
Trust is a lie, no such thing 
You have trust? You'll be crying 
Why do this to yourself 
Get yourself down from the shelf 
You aren't for show.
You deserve to know 
You are hated in this world 
In the blanket, stay curled 
You have to hear more dear 
There is a lot for you to fear 
It's time for death to take over 
There is no such thing as a four leaved clover

Friday 8 November 2013

Someday, dead

Someday soon you will find the darkness you require 
Someday soon you will reach a level from where you can't go any higher 
You will soon see the end of your life
That day you'd be lying on the floor with a knife 
There'd be a pool of blood,you'd lay in that 
No one would care,no one would ask where you at 
It would be a joyous day, everyone would be smiling.
They wouldn't care if you're dead or alive, there will be a little fake crying.
You know that you're just a huge burden 
You're no more than an acquaintance hon.
The sooner you die the better it would be for the world 
Just go already, just go now,don't wait... You'll ruin something else