no body no trace just heartbreaks

My hands try to reach out for you
But every time I try I remember
I have done a lot n now it can't be
I am finally aware together we were
But now we are miles n miles away
Although be the distance 2 steps
But miles is what my heart says
The memories are in my heart kept
Wish no more would I see your face
So that I can die as early as it takes
& leave behind no body no trace
& take nevertheless more heartbreaks

that one person

whenever i meet your glaze
my world gets ablaze
all those memories shoot back
as i loose the time track
my world goes upside down
as i end up with a frown
my face wet with tears
as it has been these years
but this time they're for you
who was always there in my blue
you've torn my life apart
i wish to begin with a new start
i wanna be friends again
but i still cant believe as you were fain
fain on you and me together being one
now i know this couldn't have ever been done....

waiting

I am waiting for you to come to me

Am waiting here under the tree

Come to me and hold my arm

Without giving me any sort of harm

Pull me close to your body for warmth

& yet i will get a new birth

I am waiting for you to come to me

Am waiting here under the tree

Come n hold me by my waist

Dont let the moments go waste

Make my heart beat normally again

& have it stop driving me insane

soon there will be a day

Soon there will be a day when you fall 

You fall in love with me without a single brawl

Soon there will be a day when you'd kiss me and mean it 

That day I'd tell you that I would never quit 

Soon there will be a day when you would hold me tight 

That day I'd promise you that I'd never leave your sight 

Soon there will be a day when you would say I love you 

I will reply by saying I love you too, forever and it's true

Soon there will be a day when you will tell me I am ms.right 

I will tell you that I knew you are my mr.right 

Soon there will be a day when you would go down on one knee 

That day I would be the same old happy, insane me 

I would forever wait for these days 

Till then let me think that I am just in a phase 

Let me be till at least one of these days arrive 

I promise Not to die, If I do you will make me revive

break or hope

To break or to have hope?
A question with which I can't cope 
He smiles, he is happy 
But the reason makes me unhappy 
The reason for his happiness isn't me 
I let him be completely free 
But this, its going too far 
I feel less than par 
I want to be the reason behind his smile its been more than a while 
If it wasn't meant to be 
Shouldn't I have been over he? 
So deep down I've fallen 
its as if my soul has been stolen 
I'm trapped where joy seems like a crime 
I feel like a sad artist of mime 
Can't open up or else I'll break 
All I need is not to be fake 
But how does one fake without falling apart 
its broken you know, The heart

seems sad

When Everything seems sad 

And Confusion surrounds you 

You've got a disease that's pretty bad 

Its a broken heart all through

Doesn't mend easily 

And makes You feel bizarre all along 

You change completely

its like a never ending sad song

Tears come by too often 

All is lost, nothing to move on to 

Its as if there is no direction 

Nothing makes sense, nothing seems true

Is the heart still beating? 

You have no clue 

Its not here, it must be bleeding 

It must be cheating on you

It beats for him now 

Yet it let's you feel the pain 

You kneel down and bow 

In front of the brain just to be a little sane

For sanity isn't for the broken hearted 

It may be for the dear and departed 

But for you my love, there is nothing

Doesn't make sense, but you're just hurting

ends here

So here it ends up finally 

our goodbyes, angrily

Maybe it was meant to be never than forever 

Or maybe the time is being clever

Work things out, kind of a tough option 

Because of a barrier in my head,

For you and me its kind of no junction 

Till one drops dead

It has been not very pleasant 

Disturbing me love, making his lie descend 

Its grows lesser day after the other 

As if a caterpillar is coming from flutter.

Reach back to the beginning,now should we? 

In search of life if that is wanted by thee?

waiting to elope

Lies,dont people get tired of them?

They say it often enough to tear even the last bit 

It all starts with just one look 

As if it were a fairy tale book 

You go deep into the fantasy you're living 

Suddenly something happens that is too unforgiving 

You start with a smile from ear to ear 

Towards the end you're just searching for a peer 

The beginning seemed like destiny 

But that was a lie by which you messed with me 

All the fake love you showed 

Now it seems as if you were just bored 

How were you so good? 

You care but it still isn't understood

You shouldve stopped playing long ago 

Now, for me, its too late to let go 

After all is over, I sit here with hope 

Waiting for a day when you'd come and we'd elope

trust me

Its over you should know it well now 

You can't make him love you anyhow 

It wasn't your fault, trust me 

All he wanted was to be free 

There was no stopping him from going 

There wasn't meant to be anymore loving 

You tried your best, believe me

You were good, just not good enough for him to see 

Let go now, its over forever 

You may wanna take another breath never 

But trust me life will change 

It will be better, not this strange 

Trust me, he didn't deserve you 

He had never felt love that was true 

let go, trust me this one last time 

I'm your inner voice, won't make you do any crime